Memories

walking on a desolate street. dancing to a silent waltz. gazing at the fake dark sky behind us.
how strange and peaceful it is to feel we're building lasting memories when the future seems so uncertain, yet so beautiful.

Connection

if you hold my hand while we sleep,
we'll be able to dream the same thing

Danger

I won't crash... not today.

Not when you're here by my side. Not when there's a reason to wait for tomorrow and see you again. Not when I feel we're indestructible in the face of danger.

I won't crash... not when the future seems so uncertain that it begs to be discovered. Not when that blurred future is the most beautiful sight to grace my eyes in a long time.

I won't crash... not when you're kisses are protecting me. Not today.

I'd love to

"there's no one in view... just you... just you... that's all... that's all"

- Steven Patrick Morrissey

Beautiful Confusion

confusion takes a hold of my mind as words make their way out of my mouth. some of them come out intact, some are slightly disguised in order not to express their true meaning, which would expose me in front of you like a drunken magician. and yes, some words stay in, waiting for a day when i hope they can reach you the way their meant to be heard, read, or touched.

thank goodness i'm confused... for i wouldn't know where to hide my face if my heart poured out the words it's really dying to say.

Black

it's like being in complete darkness without any sense of touch... boy, do i hate kissless good-byes

December the Second

little will spare this day from being remembered in the hearts of millions as a day of death, of mourning, of silence. she changed that, at least for me. before that winter of sadness comes to my mind, her kisses will make me smile amongst the killing cold.

Roman Vain Cage

i never dream... but in bed, i do think a lot about her... which in the end... is the same thing.

Dead

we have a dead ball in a court...





Part 5 of a series of 10 entitled: John Cusack strikes back

"you don't bring me flowers"

please, let me finish the sentence with the word anymore





Part 4 of a series of 10 entitled: John Cusack strikes back.

The Bell

in a drunken haze i spilt it all
how come days like those seem so far away...
so lost... never to return...?
well, a week is just a week when eternity doesn't decide to freeze for a second

but i'll be here, for better or for worse...
right in this corner... waiting for the life blow!




Part 3 of a series of 10 entitled: John Cusack strikes back.

Orbit

cut my strings, let me loose
let me fall fast like rocks among the rain
and kick me hard, so far away
to always fall through night and day





Part 2 of a series of 10 entitled: John Cusack strikes back

Longing

suddenly, everything around me, from despair to the most insignificant object, seems like a coincidence... everything except the passing of time.





Part 1 of a series of 10 entitled: John Cusack strikes back.

Sistinas

Take my hand
you'll never find another quite like mine
If you look you'll see that
I'm a lonely one

I lost my soul deep inside
And it's so black
and cold deep inside

Sistine smile
You'll never know the trap it's set
And if you did
you'd never look
into its eyes

I lost my soul deep inside
And it's so black
and cold deep inside

The sun don't shine
The wind won't blow
When you go hide
Without your love
I'm lonely
deep inside

Deathpoint

in heaven, no one can hear you curse :(

The Dead Angel of Salvation

charred remains on a swollen path to pleasure
take me in your arms and wake me up from this dream
i won't rest until you've saved me, until you've cured me
i won't rest until you leave
how can i be cleansed from what you call misery
when misery stands naked in front of your eyes, not mine
if i need to be dirty to be get clean
then dirt i shall embrace with glee
and it'll all be your fault, my dear
it'll all be your fault, my "saviour".

Nameless you

why did she go?
why did she say good bye?
where is her heart?

all compassion removed from her...

Swastika Eyes

parasitic

syphilitic

Josh Fenderman (Reprise)

The One and Only... Josh Fenderman

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